31 May 2007

Back For More

That's right. After loudly proclaiming that I would no longer be a part of the whole blogging thing and deleting my blog and all that, here I am again. Sucker for punishment, I guess. Or maybe I just want to feel like my words are actually being read somewhere by somebody.

Nah.

I think the crux of it is that I need somewhere to both vent my thoughts and to let all the jumblings of my mixed-up world spill out and over into. Doesn't matter who reads it, or who doesn't. This is my 'Lady In the Water' so to speak. So let's get to it.

I have just quit a job that was frustrating me to no end. I would try my best to do what M wanted, but it never seemed to be the right thing. I even sat down with her and tried to discuss my frustration at not being able to handle the store and its various functions to no avail. I finally had to give my two weeks notice. I don't know if she consciously picks the person who gets shit on each week or if it just happens by chance but I am done with the whole thing. It's retail, not rocket science and if things need to be done a certain way I will do them that way...as long as you tell me what way that is. Leaving it up to me isn't helpful because obviously I'm going to do it wrong and get yelled at. Who needs that?

Not me. I am however looking forward to sleeping in and doing nothing. Until I get bored, that is.