I give up. Completely and utterly give up. There's no more I can do to make this work and nothing more I can make happen to my satisfaction so I'm walking away. Not my usual thing to do. Normally I would stand and fight and push and scream and cry and do all those things until I get some kind of resolution but as time passes I see that it just won't happen. And I am so goddamned tired of fighting it.
I'm letting it go and I'm miserable about it but in the other hand I am also resigned because I see now that there isn't anything more I can do. The decision about this has long been out of my hands and it's taken me this long to see that.
No apologies, no explanations.
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